On a very personal view I am blogging about Lupus and a recent loss of an aunt( by marriage until the divorce). What the heck I still called her aunt. She was young and has struggled alot over the last few years, with medical issues. I can so identify with her because we share the same disease and I on a very personal level understand the pain she was in and the choice to simply survive.
If you have never read about this disease and the effects it reaks havock on the person and drains the family. The disease was known as "the wolf" it slowly attacks your body and then it devours the organs @ least in its worst form. I have been blessed in many aspects to have limited adverse effects of this disease.
If you have never read about this disease and the effects it reaks havock on the person and drains the family. The disease was known as "the wolf" it slowly attacks your body and then it devours the organs @ least in its worst form. I have been blessed in many aspects to have limited adverse effects of this disease.
But for the grace of Christ it will not devour my spirit. Perhaps I may need medicine for the ill effects I seem to be experiencing and although I am not opposed it just takes alot to convince me I need it.
This disease is my burden/ my cross, and I will carry it ;just as my aunt did. She loved her children and raised them with love. My cousins are 2 really great kind people!! She allowed Love not Lupus to surround them to the best that she could. Sure she had many really bad days and I can understand them while others may not. I do!
place your fears and needs in the hands of Christ and you will face any obstacle differently.
Iwith GOD. So I only grieve for a time.
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