why your love does not change!

Almost one year ago I wrote about when your love must change and now it is about why your love does not change.


I am still trying to follow all the commands God places in my personal life and find this a burden with all honesty. But that is what is making me realize why your love does not change.


You must submit that if it is a burden or causes you to loose sleep,not smile as often ,or laugh as ofen; then it is a reason for " why your love does not change". I smile when smiled at ,laugh when other do. but the person I was used to be the one whom smiled first,laughed the most and truly just felt upbeat. When I began to realize that "my love must change and having been heavy hearted to fullfill this direction.It was obvious I was holding me back and signs begin to flash like the yellow caution to alert me use caution.

I often question things and have even quoted myself as having the Southern Baptist God given passage to "ask Why".

Like Moses I have become hardened in my heart, with this journey and even find myself seeking a burning bush for his direction in this saving of this season for me.

I am finding that God does not speak as clearly as he did and a scientist I am not but he gives me his wisdom and I do not apply it to this journey, to this season, to the steps I make daily. I do not hear as clearly, but I do see his path and it gives me this desire to close my eyes until morning. All the senses he gave us from dust is what is needed to make the journey about him. Some things I have seen makes me wish I did not hear either. But, I was meant to have every sense he gave me to build my character. It is these things that are needed for me to understand "why my love does not change"!

I came to the conclusion that my heart is hardened because I do not hug as often as I like to,I do not hold hands as often as I like to, I make some choices based upon what I see,not what he sees, I often make some choices based upon what I hear, not what he hears. My feelings are more important than understanding the feelings of others. I can carry my trash around and never discard some issues, But the sense to judge someone is so easy when you do not like what they are doing. I do not walk as often as I like. I am often sad and deny it to myself. I find some things hard to forgive and can't stop this internal arrgument with myself that God, has not told me it is ok. (it would not be an argument if were ok with God).

When i sat down to blog something was clear it was me and my failure to uses the senses he gave me to bring him glory was the message" that is why your love does not change. What goes in your mind is stored and feed by your heart.

So touch something that brings God glory, listen to something that makes you happy,kiss your child or spouse more often, look at things that bring GOD GLORY,walk in the path of righteous ness,hear what is good for your soul,mind and speak the same. When I master all these I believe my love will change, and I believe a hardened heart is not what Jesus desires. I will love with all my senses and live with all them as it is God desire for me.